Time, tells it all. How long?

Wonder whn I'm gg to start saying "I'm gna get this!" instead of "pretty shoes!". Sigh, life.

I'm getting unsure of myself once every few days. Wonder why tht happens? I want to relax, enjoy, and most importantly be myself. But sometimes it's difficult to be myself. If only I could read minds? Thn probably I would be able to understand what some people are thinking instead of worrying and guessing everytime.