Sometimes I'm a selfish person. I abhore myself when I compare, when I don't want some people to enjoy just because I can't. Sometimes I don't give a shit about how others feel because I'd consider my feelings first. At times like this, I will think back of all incidents and feel bad about them. But, you know what? If given a choice, I'd still do what I'd done at that time. I just wonder if some of my actions/thoughts are justified (justified meaning that I wasn't being selfish, but trying to get what I deserve) or not.
