Life is so tough..

Feeling a little lost lately. Like the kind that I need to have a tiny break from the daily on-goings of my life to find myself back.

In a weird way I'm happy but dissatisfied with my life. I'm happy with many, many things, but I get bothered by others..

I've been regretting quite a few things lately and I really dislike the word regret. If there's any word that I dislike the most in the dictionary it would be this. Even knowing that eventually the 'boat will straighten itself out', I still hate regretting because it could have been prevented if I'd made the correct choice in the first place.

Which goes back to the whole point of this post - making the right decisions is so tough. So many things to consider and empathise with I feel like I'm losing my balls on this whole making the right choices thing.

I said the wrong words, did the wrong things, shown the wrong attitudes. Too many mistakes piling up one after another that I'm sinking underneath.

Tell me what to do.